And I said, 'I feel like they would lock me up or something or really hurt me.' Weak as hell. I've talked to grown men about it and they're like, 'We don't see how you did it.' Britney Spears shared an audio message to Instagram on Monday (Sept. 5) calling out her son Jayden James. Pop singer Britney Spears has opened up about her years-long conservatorship in a 22-minute audio message posted online Sunday. Britney Spears' mum Lynne has appeared to respond to the singer's now-deleted 22-minute audio message that she uploaded to YouTube yesterday (28 August), which saw her I was hoping to see some meaningful discussion in this most post. So since that day, I did probably four and a half tours, I did an album Circus, Femme Fatale, Britney Jean and Glory. I thought they were trying to f***ing kill me. And she looked at me and she said, 'Are you kidding me, Brittany? What if I left the country? Is there a god? Here is a YouTube video that captured the original audio before it was taken down. The audio message was originally tweeted by Spears without comment but the link was then deleted. Britney Spears posted an audio message on Instagram denouncing her faith in God because of what she's been through in her life. LOTE EN VA PARQUE SIQUIMAN A 2 CUADRAS DE LAGO SAN ROQUE. My girlfriend's from home came to visit me in a spa and I couldn't even walk into the spa and they had their feet doing pedicures in the water and three ices of bottles of champagne before my show just sitting there and I wasn't even acknowledged by them my own hometown friends and they would come to Vegas, and it was just it was demoralizing, I will say. Britney Spears shared an audio message to Instagram on Monday (Sept. 5) calling out her son Jayden James. Britney Spears on Sunday released a lengthy audio message concerning the controversial guardianship that kept her primarily under her father's control for more than 13 years. We're praying for her.' Spears' audio recording has now been taken down on YouTube, but you can see what she said below: "Okay, so I woke up this morning, and I realized that there's a lot going on in my head that I haven't really shared with anyone really. Like I even wore wigs and all the dancers were doing all these nice sexy head flip turns, and I had conditioner treatment and my hair and like these little caps over my head and just during the whole show getting conditioner treatments just with wigs on because I was just like a robot. I remember one of the guys was on an interview on the street and he said, 'You know, I could be totally wrong. Lote en Mirador del Lago:3.654 m2.Excelente vista al Lago, LOTE EN EL CONDADO DE 1430 m2, EN COSQUIN. I honestly deserve an award for acting like I was okay. We should probably go, you know, to a hotel or something.' I think maybe four days a week I don't really remember. .. Advertisement .. Britney Spears' Audio Message On Conservatorship: "I Haven't Shared", Elon Musk Calls Twitter "A Crime Scene" Amid Leaked Files Controversy, Bengaluru Couple's Midnight Horror: "Rs 3,000 Fine For Being Out At Night", "Dear Cricket": India's 2nd Test Triple Centurion's Emotional Tweet, Trump Organization Found Guilty In Tax Fraud Case, UK PM Rishi Sunak Faces New Challenge In A Divided Conservative Party, Breaking News : Russia Offers India Help In Overcoming Oil Price Cap Imposed By West, In Historic Order, Air India May Buy 500 Aircraft Worth Billions: Report, Shark Graveyard Discovered At The Bottom Of The Indian Ocean, Anand Mahindra Was Asked When He'll Become India's Richest Man, His Reply, Centre, State Governments "Have Kept Mum": A Thackeray On Border Row, This website follows the DNPA Code of Ethics. I do feel victimized after these experiences and how can I mend this if I dont talk about it, Spears said. Britney Spears Posts Audio Message on I missed my AA meetings, I couldn't go any I couldn't have the keys in my car, No cash, no cigarettes, no door for privacy. And I mean, almost five months, almost half a year, you know. Spears says that her phone was tapped, and she felt unsafe asking for help. Subscribe for free via iTunes and other podcast platforms Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. In her case though, they were the ones using her for their own benefit. Thats the classic abuse dynamic. And while all of this is going on, my mom's witnessing this, my brother, my friends -- they all go along with it.". from eight to six I work some times at nine o'clock, I'd be able to watch a movie. I just stalled. And I did that for four and a half years. The singer posted a 22-minute audio clip to YouTube on Sunday in which she addressed her conservatorship and the alleged abuse she says she was put through by her family. Listening to the audio, she sounds a bit rambling and upset, On Friday night, Britney Spears celebrated her 41st birthday by shouting out her 31-year-old sister, Jamie Lynn Spears. \"CBS Mornings\" airs weekdays at 7 a.m. on CBS and stream it at 8 a.m. Know this, my life has been far from easy and you're not alone.". Your effort and contribution in providing this feedback is much Like, none of it made sense to me. And I've had tons of opportunities, Oprah interviews, to go on a platform and, and share hardships and or, or just really anything that's going on in my mind. And none of it again made any sense of what they were doing to me. The singer has recently deleted her Instagram account and also released her first song in two years, a collaboration with Elton John called "Hold Me Closer.". Please contact the moderators of this subreddit if you have any questions or concerns. Honestly, I just I didn't give a f*** anymore. I saw it on a lot of the morning shows and people by word of mouth and I think just by my fans knowing by heart that something was up. A Warner Bros. And I remember just being like, my performances I know were horrible. In the recording, Spears says shes had tons of opportunities to interview with media outlets, including Oprah Winfrey, that would have paid for her to share the hardships and just really anything thats going on in my mind., The audio recording also included a reference to a time where Spears says she was sent to a facility where she had six units of blood drawn on a weekly basis. Because the pain my family gave me, sitting me there all day and not being able to use my feet as they watch their grandchildren run bases to base in a famous family neighborhood, as if I'm dead, or I don't exist, honestly makes me look up and say, 'How the f*** did they get away with it? They shared their stories, just to share their story in a circle of women and men who just are trying to be better people and trying to touch other people. And I had to go along with it because I knew they could hurt me. In response to Britney Spears' 22-minute audio post, the singer's mother, Lynne Spears, made an Instagram post insisting she always had her daughter's best interests at heart. I don't want any of it. Lynne Spears, the singers mother, seemed to respond to the audio recording with in a post on her verified Instagram account on Sunday night. Her father should be in prison the rest of his life in a work program where every cent he makes goes back to her. A brutally honest 22-minute audio clip was uploaded to, and then deleted from, Britney Spears official YouTube channel Sunday night that appears to And what the f*** did I do to deserve that? Archaeologists Ask Netflix to Reclassify Graham Hancock's Elton John says he's quitting Twitter: 'it saddens me to Jennifer Lawrence Slammed for Saying She Was First Female Whoopi Goldberg defends Blazing Saddles against racism Jimmy Fallon, Gwyneth Paltrow, and Justin Bieber Sued Nickelodeons Avatar Was Forced to Add Last Airbender Margot Robbie Wants Harley Quinn-Poison Ivy Romance Movie. Editors and writers join Thea Lenarduzzi, Lucy Dallas and Alex Clark to talk through the week's issue. A new audio message posted to YouTube on Sunday evening gave an in-depth look at Britney Spears side of her conservatorship in a 22-minute video that makes bombshell And finally, I think they just knew I wasn't going back. Why? But it was really tricky because I had to just play this role that everything was okay all the time. And their only response was, 'We didn't know.' Although I was kind of forced to go to AA and I'm not even an alcoholic. COMPLEJO DE 4 DEPARTAMENTOS CON POSIBILIDAD DE RENTA ANUAL, HERMOSA PROPIEDAD A LA VENTA EN PLAYAS DE ORO, CON EXCELENTE VISTA, CASA CON AMPLIO PARQUE Y PILETA A 4 CUADRAS DE RUTA 38, COMPLEJO TURISTICO EN Va. CARLOS PAZ. And that was it. I do think the hardest thing for me was I wanted to use my feet and leave and run or go somewhere. It changed me. And honestly, would anybody believe me? I remember my dad calling me on the phone and I was crying. Discovery Company. All I do remember is I had to do what I was told. And then my family is in Destin, at my beach house. I didn't play their game anymore. ", (This story has not been edited by NDTV staff and is auto-generated from a syndicated feed.). Listen online or download the iHeart App. I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. She needs more than just venting. Most of the comments are literally about "literally.". Britney shares HER story in new 20-minute audio recording (August 28, 2022) - YouTube. Give Britney a break. By Aime Lutkin Published: Dec 3, 2022. It was all basically set up. Because I really know what that feels like. I was scared and fearful. And I finally got a lawyer. Pop singer Britney Spears has opened up about her years-long conservatorship in a 22-minute audio message posted online Sunday. Hes obsessed with his own daughter to a disturbing degree. And I'm not sure really what it is but that's what my heart says.' Please.'. Literally the extent of my madness was playing chess, no was playing chase with paparazzi, which is still to this day, one of the most fun things I ever did about being famous, so I don't know what was so harmful about that. It was always like 'I don't know what to say. I was really really scared. It didn't make sense. And I remember my mom's best friend, and my two girlfriends we had sleep over the night before they held me down on a [gurney]. Ice Cube Says Warner Bros. Wont Give Him Friday Press J to jump to the feed. But anytime she talks outside of those posts, she sounds very normal. And so that person doesn't feel alone. So glad shes making music with Elton John. So I'm sitting here like, my friends all drinking alcohol and having fun in these parties and had no cash. Music is so healing. And I said, 'My biggest fear was what would my dad do? The scene changed every time I changed in the shower. Spears Twitter account posted a link to a To me it was like they secretly honestly liked me being the bad one like I was messed up and they kind of just liked it that way. Britney Spears teams up with Elton John on 'Hold Me Closer,' her first release in six years, I have an amazing song right now with one of the most brilliant men of our time and Im so grateful, Spears said her YouTube post. And I was like well, I don't know what's going on. You also have to understand it's like, 15 years of touring and doing shows and I'm 30 years old under my dad's rules. When I dated Sam, I was pretty much in the same situation Britney was in. We had it all set up to just leave. What and what if they found me and what would they do?' And we're the bosses here, but I didn't. The now 40-year-old describes being forced to work and tour, and barred from seeing friends or driving her own car. And it was a secret relationship. My dad literally, I was a machine. The pop star, Giving eight galls of blood weekly and not being able to stand up?' I couldn't have the nannies that I wanted to have. Music, radio and podcasts, all free. EXCELENTE OPORTUNIDAD DEPARTAMENTO CNTRICO EN COSQUIN, OPORTUNIDAD CHALET VILLA MIRADOR DEL LAGO. Britney Spears, who last November celebrated a legal victory that freed her from a 13-year conservatorship that controlled her personal and professional life, is sharing more about her experience during that time. Every day. Because they did they put me in an ignorant, scared state of mind to make me feel like I needed them. Crossroads is a 2002 American teen drama road film directed by Tamra Davis, from a screenplay by Shonda Rhimes.It stars Britney Spears, Anson Mount, Zoe Saldana, Taryn Manning, Kim Cattrall and Dan Aykroyd.Set in Georgia, it centers on three teenage girls on a cross-country road trip, as they find themselves and their friendship in the process. Jayden, as you undermine my behavior just like my whole family always has with, Hope she gets better, I will pray for her Pray for what? the "Toxic" singer began her voice message. Or is the reasoning behind you guys deciding to be hateful is because its actually over in two years and you dont get anything? Later in the message, she described her sons ignoring her on their visits and always leaving 2 hours early. And I remember his last words were, 'Now you don't have to go. And you know, the dancers are playing and drinking and having fun at nights in Vegas. I didn't believe her like 'Is a lawyer coming here? Britney Spears' followers are not new to the singer ranting about something every other day but the American singer took an aim at fast food employee this time.Taking on the Opportunity This is a rare opportunity to own [] Why have therapy when it's forced? And again, I get nothing out of sharing all of this I have offers to do interviews with Oprah and so many people, lots of lots of money, but it's insane. did she make that recently tho? They just needed a reason to make her their punching bag so they could suck her dry for money so they amde her out to be some monster who needed their saving when I reality they are the monsters. The 22 minutes of audio of Spears' voice remain available online, however. ET on the CBS News app.Subscribe to CBS Mornings on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/CBSMornings Watch CBS News: http://cbsn.ws/1PlLpZ7cDownload the CBS News app: http://cbsn.ws/1Xb1WC8Follow \"CBS Mornings\" on Instagram: https://bit.ly/3A13OqALike \"CBS Mornings\" on Facebook: https://bit.ly/3tpOx00Follow \"CBS Mornings\" on Twitter: https://bit.ly/38QQp8BSubscribe to our newsletter: http://cbsn.ws/1RqHw7TTry Paramount+ free: https://bit.ly/2OiW1kZFor video licensing inquiries, contact: [email protected] I'm like, 'I'm on the phone telling you right now. And, they literally killed me. Britney Spears On Conservatorship: The audio message was originally tweeted by Britney Spears. For me, it's beyond a sit down proper interview. It was pure abuse. Oxford Dictionary's 2022 word of the year is Watch one-year-old's remarkable reaction after being accidentally locked in car, Neil Diamond surprises theatergoers with performance of 'Sweet Caroline', 'I was taking 55 Vicodin a day': Matthew Perry explains why he can't re-watch 'Friends', See Robin Meade's final sign-off during HLN's final live broadcast, Britney Spears and Sir Elton John recently collaborated on the track "Hold Me Closer. I feel like the scare tactic and how badly they treated me in the end, I think they thought I was going to come begging back to work again because I was - they thought, you know, I needed them. I couldn't have cash and it was just demoralizing. So I was kind of like in this conspiracy thing of people claiming and like treating me like a superstar. And I'm 30 years old, living under my dad's rules. I did a TV show called How I Met Your Mother and then I started working on an album called circus, I started working away right away. I was so so weak and my families at my beach house, I was scared broken. It doesnt really matter, because even if it WAS needed - her family executed it in the most heavy handed manner possible. Watched me change [] every day, I did work seven days a week, no weekends were off. Newsweek has reached out to Britney and Jamie Spears for further comment. In a tweet, she later clarified those comments, writing, A reminder to some of you who may have gotten what I said confused it was 6 small vials of blood not 6 gallons !!!. And also I have tried my best to help you out of hardships! Britney Spears (pictured in December 2016)spoke her truth in a 22-minute audio statement published, then later removed, from YouTube. They bled her fucking dry so they could get rich off the shell they turned her into. I had to be placed in a chair from like eight to six every day. Do you guys want me to get better so I can continue to give your dad $40,000 a month? she asked. A woman introduced the idea to my dad and my mom actually helped him follow through and made it all happen. For news and discussion of the entertainment industry. But I went to one rehearsals and I said no to a dance and it was like 'No can we do that? And in like a militant, almost prison-like way that like is where you you're not even all there and none of it made sense. She didnt have a chance to learn how certain posts would be received by fans the way everyone else did. There was no drugs in my system, no alcohol, nothing. And I never really understood what she meant. I do feel victimized after these experiences and how can I mend this if I don't talk about it? I was scared broken. Spears rocketed to fame in her teens on hits like "Baby One More Time," becoming one of the world's reigning pop stars. That's what I felt like my family threw me away. 'Cause then who would be in control then. Shes one of the most genuine people in music and people took advantage of her.. youd expect your family to protect you from that. I listened to the recording and what I took from it is that she is just a human trying to do their best and is on the mend. I remember him always being in the office and my girlfriend was his assistant, and they would just stay in there all day with the door shut and I was never, ever able to leave her go anywhere. And I couldn't do anything. Track Latest News and Assembly Election 2022 Coverage Live on NDTV.com and get news updates from India and around the world. Because I thought the people were brilliant. Its truly horrendous. I held on, like a needle and thread, to some sort of existence because they had made me feel like nothing for so long. Britney Spears tells court she wants conservatorship to end. Because I couldn't go where I wanted to go. or was it an old recording? So the new show came along. And I stalled and I stalled and I stalled. Gabe Ginsberg / Chris Farina/FilmMagic / Getty Images, Herschel's Lifestyle Contradicted What He Allegedly Stood For | Opinion, Lack of Experience To Blame for GOP Loss in Georgia | Opinion. I was being controlled by my I missed my AA meetings. And I got to a point where, you know, because my pride in my 30s, I have to live under my father's rules. Join half a million readers enjoying Newsweek's free newsletters. She added, I keep working so I can pay off [my mother Lynne Spears] legal fees and her house, later suggesting that her sons' hateful comments are due to them being afraid of her financial obligations ending when they both turn 18 soon. But it might not be particularly a good thing if I've been quiet for 15 years. I'm here. And I found two really, really great people that would come to my house weekly and just helped me with my mind because I didn't understand all the therapy that I had to do there. And I really don't think any of that is relevant to getting paid to tell your story, I feel like it's kind of silly. Britney Spears posted a now-deleted 22-minute audio clip detailing the chronology and horrors of her conservatorship. Yeah, and might even spit in their f***ing faces. Well, for some reason, I started to get a spark back. And it was at the end of recording Glory. The audio featured Spears talking at length about her experiences over the past 15 years, her feelings towards her family members, and she also revealed how she nearly fled the country with her "secret" boyfriend. No privacy, no door. And just, they made me feel like nothing. He loved to control every thing I did. On Friday (Sept. 2), Britney shared a post saying that she's "not sorry" for her social media activity amid the family drama. Finally, the owner of the whole facility that I was always texting to try to be able to go somewhere I just get out of the house, that place somehow. But yet, they treated me like nothing. So I'm, I'm here, honestly, just to open myself to others and try to shed a light on, if anyone out there has ever gone through hardships or whatever it is just to put a light on it. I have an amazing song right now with one of the most brilliant men of our time and I'm so grateful. It didn't formally end until November 2021, after the pop phenom's father Jamie Spears was removed from his position in charge of her finances and estate at a hearing in September. Jayden and Sean Preston are turning 16 and 17 later this month. I got on my knees every day. It's fucking sickening what they did to her, and they probably still justify it to themselves. Maybe she did need the supervision, maybe she didnt. My brother was a football player and my dad was really, really hard on him when he was younger, really abusive and I think when my mom gave him the idea for the conservatorship and his friend, I think he just really like regrouped it and made such a really, really overhauling big deal out of it and it was just really too much. And if you don't do what we say, we're going to show you who's boss. A post shared by Britney Spears (@britneyspears). I do think I'm in a place now, where I'm a little bit more confident that I can be willing to share openly. Your rejections to the countless times I have flown out and calls make me feel hopeless! Britney Spears on Sunday released a lengthy audio message concerning the controversial guardianship that kept her primarily under her father's control for more than 13 years. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. But if you don't go, we're gonna go to court, and they'll be a big trial, and you're gonna lose, I have way more people on my side than you. And I'm like, how am I the one working here doing all this, but I don't get the side things, the good stuff, you know? Here is a YouTube video that captured the original audio before it was taken down. And again, none of it made sense. Spears stated that the lengthy recording was in lieu of an interview. IDEAL OPORTUNIDAD DE INVERSION, CODIGO 4803 OPORTUNIDAD!! And they were playing the game of ball and twist of, you know, she's gonna come running back to us, because, you know, we've scared her. She was isolated for most of her life and did not have the most educated family to model grammar and word usage. And I cared so much. How did they get away with it? Considering that a conservatorship gives you essentially the same rights as a dead person I dont think shes wrong in using the term literally, Literally actually has a dictionary definition that it can be used for emphasis even when not true, because people have been using it that way for so long. I couldn't even smoke cigarettes, people on death row can smoke cigarettes. See their story, Wardrobe malfunction interrupts surprise Mariah Carey performance, Dionne Warwick shares what she told Snoop Dogg about his music, Shaquille O'Neal pushed into Christmas tree during on-air race, Watch golden retriever trigger a fire alarm at her doggie daycare, Watch guest conductor dance his way to internet fame. I think shes just a bit of a dork online, which makes sense when you consider that social media was really taking off and developing a culture around the time she lost access to her own social media. And I was like, 'Why are you guys doing this? Britney Spears took to the internet with a 22-minute audio recording that details how her conservatorship began and the trauma shes been dealing with as a result. 4:04 PM EDT, Mon August 29, 2022, Britney Spears addresses conservatorship in 22-minute clip. Mindy Kaling Says The Office Is So Inappropriate Now Bam Margera Hospitalized with Pneumonia, Put On Ventilator. This was Im sharing this because I want people to know Im only human. I was told I was fat every day I had to go to the gym, and I'd never remember feeling so demoralized. Let's go.' Then four hours later, there were over 200 paparazzi outside my house, videotaping me through a window of an ambulance holding me down on a [gurney]. Image Group LA/Disney Channel via GI. Britney first put this on her official YouTube channel. She would go innocently, innocently hide in the house and she wouldn't speak up. And I didn't even do anything wrong, and he still did it. I feel like she could have gotten me a lawyer in literally two seconds, my friend helped me get one in the end. And I opened up to my assistant, because I had my phone with me which I'm not supposed to have my phone underneath the stage. I remember the first day he said, 'I'm Britney Spears and I'm calling the shots' and I'm like, 'Alrighty then.' Since gaining her freedom, Spears has married her boyfriend Sam Asghari. I went on tour which is a tour I was forced to do but I was supposed to do a new show. She's been severely abused for years, her family twisted laws to keep her in "jail" all while living off her money. Designed by, INVERSORES! Otherwise, why weren't they outside my doorstep saying 'Baby girl get in the car. Listen to a portion, Watch brown bear walk free after 20 years of being caged in a restaurant, See how Trevor Noah ended his 7 year run on 'The Daily Show', Celine Dion reveals diagnosis of a rare neurological disorder, See how Prince Harry proposed to Meghan Markle, TikTok videos of 13 strangers going on a road trip went viral. Also, someone needs to explain to her what literally means. They threw me away. But if youre a weird, if youre a weird introvert oddball like me, who feels alone a lot of the time and you needed to hear a story like this today so you dont feel alone, know this: my life has been far from easy and youre not alone.. A Los Angeles judge in November 2021 dissolved the conservatorship long overseen by Spears' father -- an arrangement the singer said had prevented her from having a contraceptive IUD removed despite her desire for more kids. So they don't even think.' Honestly, I don't either. I was a f***ing machine. And I think it's crucial, from my heart and my head to be able to speak openly about it as if anyone else would. So the last show in Vegas ended 2000-I think-17. The singer then talked of the time she dated Britneys now-husband. I know now, it was all premeditated. Im sure she does have mental health struggles, but who the fuck wouldnt after being a child star? August 29, 2022, 5:32 PM. A wonderful friend finally got me a lawyer, and he really helped me through it. And all of this is going on in my mom's witnessing this and my brother is witnessing and my friends are witnesses and they all go along with it. They're doing something to her right now. He had to let me go because the Free Britney campaign came out with all the pink T shirts. Three training sessions a week, AA meetings, therapy sessions. not sorry" for her social media activity amid the family drama. In Britney Spears' 22-minute audio recording she criticized her father Jamie Spears (inset with Britney, 2006) for his role in her conservatorship. And I had like a swap team and how like, none of it made sense to me. The pop superstar took to Instagram on I'm sharing this because I want people to know I'm only human. I remember the main thing of when I was in that place that my heart felt like it was frozen, like it was stuck inside, I wanted to scream and I wanted to get out. So we all just kind of like you know what happened and then the next day, I was told that I was had to be sent away to a facility and that I was supposed to say on my Instagram the reason why is because my dad is sick, and I need treatment which was, I didn't want to go ever go there. And I prayed. I literally spoke in a British accent to a doctor to prescribe my medication. The singer accused Jayden of "undermining" her like the rest of her family after his comments in his recent interview with 60 Minutes Australia, via Page Six. And the one time I speak up and say no in rehearsals, to a f***ing dance move, they got pissed. And, and I haven't haven't even really shared even half of it. And definitely the embarrassment of just of the whole thing, period. The Toxic singer took to Instagram early on Monday im sure someone that collects her unreleased music and doesnt share it with anyone would know. A lot of people talk about her Instagram videos as evidence that she is unhinged and needed the conservatorship. The singer accused Jayden of "undermining" her like the rest of her I think with confidence comes enlightenment, which makes you think better and that's the last thing they wanted me to do was to actually be better. And three days later, there was a SWAT team at my home, three helicopters. The abuser has to justify their abuse to themselves to quell their guilt, so they turn their victim into a bad person who deserves it. I remember recording Glory and for some reason, I think producing and making music, I went to this little Spanish house and I got the fire back in my eyes, for some reason. I think the main thing I do remember when I first started was my dad's control. I knew in the deepest, deepest part of my core, I knew I'd done nothing wrong and I didn't deserve the way I'd been treated. The audio has since been set to private on YouTube.#news #britneyspears Each weekday morning, \"CBS Mornings co-hosts Gayle King, Tony Dokoupil and Nate Burleson bring you the latest breaking news, smart conversation and in-depth feature reporting. CNN has reached out to representatives for Spears to verify the authenticity of the audio message, which has been posted in its entirety on TMZ and other outlets. But I remember my mom was sitting on the couch and she said, 'we've heard people are coming here today to talk to you. To see other domains for sale, click here. You don't even have a lawyer. I felt like I was in a state of shock. I actually enjoyed it. All Rights Reserved. Vent away and put it to music and lyrics. Eventually, by the grace of God and praying on my knees, I left the place. The audio file was uploaded to YouTube but then later removed. Seems that Brit really needs to lots of venting , in fact, 13 pent up years of emotional venting is due her . The audio featured Spears talking at length about her experiences over the past 15 years, her feelings towards her family members, and she also revealed how she nearly fled the ". Britney Spears is addressing her son , Jayden James Federline, and calling out her family in a shocking new audio message. "I woke up this morning and I realized there's a lot going on in my head that I haven't shared with anyone," Spears says in the raw, emotional recording. For more information, please fill out the form. "They made me feel like nothing, and I went along with it," Spears says, describing being fat-shamed. Updated 2. But I truly I every time I made contact with a firm, my phone was tapped, and they would take my phone away away from me. Her dad is a sick man. I needed a lot of support. I had no contact in that place for so long and my heart would just want to stand up in my family's faces and scream and cry and throw a tantrum and go back in time and do exactly what I wanted to do with those times. Listening to the audio, she sounds a bit rambling and upset, but overall very coherent. CNN has reached out to representatives for Spears to verify the authenticity of the audio message, which has been posted in its entirety on TMZ and other outlets. I was performing for like thousands of people at night in Vegas, the rush of being a performer, the laughter the joy, the respect. In perhaps the most revealing account yet, Britney Spears opened up about her life under a conservatorship in a 22-minute statement posted online. We all learned how to use the word literally the right way because adults/others corrected us as kids. Britney Spears shared a sweet message with her estranged teenage sons on her 41st birthday. "Like I said, God would not allow that to happen To me, the thing was, I think the trauma of all of it and, and just the whole thing together and going down to how much effort and work and heart I put in to what I did when I did work, even down to the details of how many rhinestones are going to be in my costume. And then I started doing a Vegas show [in] Las Vegas. And I just remember him saying 'It's, you have to listen to the doctors, the doctors are gonna tell you what to do, I can't help you now.' Britney, your whole life I have tried my best to support your dreams and wishes! In an audio message posted online Sunday night, Britney Spears allegedly said she felt like a \"robot\" while working during her 13-year conservatorship. My first job after the two weeks of being hospitalized and completely traumatized out of my mind. CNNs Megan Thomas contributed to this story. Britney Spears on Sunday released a lengthy audio message concerning the controversial guardianship that kept her primarily under her father's control for more than 13 I didn't even really do anything. Spears debuted her first new single in six years on Friday with the release of Hold Me Closer, her collaboration with Elton John. And I think with confidence, people kind of like 'oh, wait, wait, wait, what's going on now? Like what?' 2022 Cable News Network. But if you're a weird introvert oddball like me who feels alone a lot of the time and you needed to hear a story like this today so you don't feel alone. I was talking to a guy and he wanted to just leave the country with me. It was insane how hard I worked. Britney first put this on her official YouTube channel. This domain film.com presents the opportunity for a brand, product, or service in any market segment to leverage a powerful and identifying domain name as a vehicle for growth and development. Here is a YouTube video that captured the original audio before it was taken down. Nothing. She had previously been offered an interview with the likes of Oprah Winfrey for "lots of money" but has turned those requests down. And I remember a lot of my friends texting me and calling me and were extremely close, and they wanted to see me but by what had happened, honestly, still, to this day, don't know what really I did, but the punishment of my father, I wasn't able to, you know, see anyone or like anything, and and you have to imagine none of it made sense to me. "You also have to understand, it was like 15 years of touring and doing shows. Well, the actual conservatorship actually started, I think, 15 to 16 years ago, I was 25 when it started, I was extremely young. And my son named it and things started kind of taking a turn because I started getting more confidence just for myself. And from then on I had support. And I'll just go have a drink somewhere,' he said, 'But I do feel like something. I haven't honestly shared this openly, too, as well, because I've always been scared of the judgment. I want to do this.' In an audio message posted online Sunday night, Britney Spears allegedly said she felt like a "robot" while working during her 13-year conservatorship. Like she's speaking up a little bit more.' I couldn't take it. I remember one time I was backstage and I needed my inhaler. On Friday she released her first new music in six years, a duet with Elton John called "Hold Me Closer," a dance-inflected take on John's ballad "Tiny Dancer. Copyright 2022 ec Estudio Integral. But she suffered a highly publicized 2007 breakdown, which included attacking a paparazzo's car at a gas station. She then details the conservatorship, echoing what she told a California court in a bombshell hearing last summer. Sitting down, drawing six galls of blood every week. Well, I think my strength grew because I didn't reach out to my dad anymore. Not even human, almost. Fuck them. But the whole thing that made it really confusing for me is these people are on the street fighting for me, but my sister and my mother aren't doing anything. How is there a god? Britney Spears' fans confused by nude pic with Britney Spears uploads 22-minute video to her YouTube Britney Spears claims mom Lynne once hit her so hard Britney Spears calls eating a hamburger spiritual. Spears' Twitter account posted a link to a And I think by a needle and thread, it was the breathing peacefully inward that I missed the most. And again, I haven't wanted to share this because it's unbelievably offensive, sad, abusive. I was in a relationship like this where everything I did and said was picked apart to the point where I was seen as this lost confused miserable person who needed to be guided and corrected with violence. I have tried everything, she wrote. I just don't want to say the wrong thing. And the skepticism and the cynical people and their opinions of what people would actually think. I want to be able to play. And if I'm wrong, I'll be really, really embarrassed. And then I just remember everything got really weird and quiet and all the directors and producers went in the back room and just spoke. Who is coming here?'. I couldn't process how my family went along with it for so long. And I went along with it because I was scared. So I did it, I went to the place, I was scared out of my mind. Almost like when an old person feels helpless, and they're literally going through some sort of shock treatment and they can't relax the body because they don't have the answers of why they can't have the own keys to their car and put it in the ignition and walk outside and their own security guards at every door saying they can't go. The conservatorship began in 2008. I'm honestly more angry at my mom because I heard when reporters would call her at the time and ask questions of what was going on. I was shaking over 40 people's hands every night before show, training weekly. They monitored what I ate. I think that's the main thing that hurt me. But I said to her, 'You know what I'm doing?' My thoughts and what I've been through, because I haven't really had that outlet to share completely openly, for so long, just scared of judgments, thoughts of other people and what they think or what they may say. Did you encounter any technical issues? I want to be able to have fun. I literally felt like a nun. If I did do something wrong? Entertainment is a fucking vicious industry. appreciated. Your dad would never do that to you.' I have never and will never turn my back on you! But I was still scared. CNN Sans & 2016 Cable News Network. I talked to rabbis. I love you so much, but this talk is for you and me only, eye to eye, in private.. The main thing, to this day I kind of stopped believing in god at that time, I didn't know how they could have 40 people leave my house a day and me work from eight to six at night. And through that, I remember saying 'I don't believe in God anymore.' 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